Heart in Paper.

Of all the  people  I thought would disappoint me   you were the only one who did   Yes, you did.   Of every  time  I thought people was making fun of me   You were the only one who did   Yes, you did.   Of all the  time  I thought people saw me as rubbish   You were the only one who did   Yes, you did.   Of every  time  I thought people made my day worst   You were the only one who did   Yes, you did   Of every  time  you told me you loved me and I believed it   You were the only one who didn’t   No, you didn’t.  

8. I regret choosing you for kissing my skin    before him who was kissing my soul.    7. I regret leaving my own friends behind    for pleasing your selfishness.   6. I regret having to lie about what I didn't have   when all I wanted was to have you.   5. I regret giving all of my time thinking about you   when I could have  though  about someone who worth more.   4. I regret showing you my feelings and humbleness   When I could have stored it deeply in my heart.   3. I regret every smile I made in your direction,   Unfortunately, a waste of effort for you.   2. I regret having you present the whole time,   taking my space and my breath away.   1. Last but not least, I regret being in the exact same time and place   Where my life could have been much better that the one I had with you.  

what I felt was pure happiness a globe of butterflies on my chest now I see just crapness and the presence of a living pest constantly feeling my pain and feeding from my peace you're all over my brain and cause my life to crease your kisses are now sour when somehow they were sweet I can not feel your power not like when we first meet it is hard like stone to say its over but sorry, i wont be anymore your leftover. ~GK

As much as i have wanted and as much as i have stayed you have now been hunted and the love for you's been decayed your lies and false promises swallowed my throat begging for love but i just end up with my heart hollowed as my soul fell with a hefty shove God bless the time you came back with more to love, with more to give but the only thing i see'n your heart's black and i realized, with you i can not live there's a light in his eyes that means a break up so he already knows his time's already up. ~GK

Shall i define my love? my sweet and peaceful dove which i feel when im with whom i wish the most to be my groom shall i define my love? that is greater than the above but here i am standing- and waiting for someone to reach for my crying- and sobbing will i receive love? from a sweet and peaceful dove or will i receive rejection after knowing my infinite imperfection should i avoid feeling in the stars, or should i show off my scars? i shall not love more or people will end all sore of all my cold and dry feelings may get tired of all my healings and i can feel my blooding soul which i keep hiding on a deeper hole so there's no hurted heart and no love is tore apart. ~GK